My First Blog and Thoughts

     Hey.  How’s it going.  I hope you all are haveing a wonderful day today.  My name is Edmond.  This is pretty much the first blog that I am making.  Mostly for my thoughts and ideas that I have in my head.

     The thing is is that I have many thoughts going through my mind right now.  And so I want to put them out there that way they can possibly help someone in some way if possible.  Many of the things I might say might be dealing with the Bible.  As I have many thoughts about going through my head.

     Now the first thing I want to say.  I don’t see myself as no prophet.  I say this because I don’t want others to take what I have to say as the absolute truth or fact.  Most of the things I have to say deal with my opinions or theories I’ve had from reading certain passages and trying to interpret the Bible properly.  But, my words are not above God’s.  His words are the absolute truth compared to what my opinions or theories are.  They may have some truths to them, but there is a chance for them to be wrong.

     I’m am not a perfect human being.  I have many imperfections.  An example would be that I had trouble with sexual immorality.  At a very young age, I was interested in sex and porn.  And when I found out about masturbation, it was something I would do daily.  It even became so bad for me, that I started to interested in all forms of sex.  It was almost as if I fell in love with the very idea of sex itself.  It brought me to a dark place that I ultimately hated.  Hoping to find a way out.

     Then, I decided to turn to Jesus for help.  You might think it’s weird, but I started talking to him as if he was there watching.  Trying to ask questions, telling him certain things I knew that had to change.  I don’t know if it was some form of repentance, but it felt nice to seemingly get that weight off my chest.  Gradually, one could say, I felt out of love with sex.  I do occasionally think about it, but I don’t masturbate or feel the same way for it as I did back then.  One could say, that it feels like I have been transformed.

     I am glad for this transformation if true.  And that’s why any thoughts that I have I want to share with those that will listen.  If possible, I want to help make a change in someone’s life and if they need help.  Maybe my thoughts will help them grow as a person.

     Which is why I say this.  Don’t just follow my words, but God’s words.  Because God’s words are the truth, which is what we all should be following.